Seasons Change
So tonight was kindda a bust. A lot of my friends were out of town tonight or heading to menage so it was just me, Yarissa, and Annie that headed out. I wasn’t in the clubbing mood so We stopped at RiRa’s for a while but I made it early night. Even though I’ve got a lot of really good friends here in charlotte I realize that I still miss someone. The worse part about it is that the person I miss no longer exists . . . she has changed into someone that I no longer know and for the most part don’t care to know but can’t stop thinking of who she use to be. I know that we will never be together again but wish we could still be friends. “Seasons change, feelings change, people change” (lori) but “The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.” (Marcel Pagnol)
Put me in coach
The concert tonight was AMAZING! I’m so glad I went. The weather was super hot but we got upgraded to the pavilion for free which kept the sun off us a little and also allowed us to sit in chairs which was nice.
If you tried to call . . .
Wow this weekend was crazy. Friday we were planing on going to this Purdue Alumni Event but when we got there it was like walking into a million dollar home and most people didn’t feel comfortable so we left and ended uptown. There was some crazy stuff going on that night and since I was sober I kind of got caught up in it. Because of this I set out on mission for Saturday. We started off the day with a pool party at my place. By the time we left I had already had a little too much to drink but went to Todd and Katies for what we thought was going to be there pool party with free beer/food. Turns out we were a day late but we still hung out some more by the pool. (The pool parties around here are seriously like spring break and I love it!) After about 45 minutes of swimming around the pool I realize my cell phone which I have only had for about a month is still in pocket. WHOOPS! Ohh well we have some fun with it and then head out to LaPaz where I continue to get my drink on. There was a good crowd of people there that night but honestly I can’t remember and since my camera isn’t working either I have no pictures to jog my memory. . . which is exactly what I was planning on doing. I know I provided some comic relief talking to the mom with her two daughters (which I remember) but what I don’t remember is busting out “You’ve Lost That Loving Feeling”. I would love to see a video of that if anybody has one. After that we headed over to Tuto Mundo’s but I didn’t stay long because I had accomplished my goal for the day and was ready to pass out and call it a night. Sunday I got some much needed grocery shopping done and decieded to dye my hair black. Let me know what you think. Today me and Amanda had dinner together. I’m glad we can still be friends while I try to figure out what I want out of my life. Even though I thought I was I have realized I’m not ready to committe to a relationship right now but know that one day I do want to but I think right now I’m enjoying my life spending time with my friends and riley.
Where am I headed?
“One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree. Which road do I take? she asked. Where do you want to go? was his response. I don’t know, Alice answered. Then, said the cat, it doesn’t matter.”
